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and the rain
it's tearing the sky to pieces
and the path is falling apart.
the road has now two ways
between we and our desires.
between me and my fears..
separating all that keeps me alive and connected
to this world..
And i don't want believe again..
i don't want have back the same dream that i had with u.
i'm trying to control myself..
cause i always knew that you're exactly what i wanted..
but i'm not something you would want..
cause i'm a mess
and that's okay for me.I'm conscious that this won't happen
but when you come around
i feel desires of believe again in that broken dream..
and i'm just wandering around a hole
that i certainly, know
that it's empty.
and it's raining again, around me.
outside, the sky is crying all their tears out..
but by an unknown reason.
i can't tear up mine.
necesito parar esto.
i need a cigarrette.
i got a vice,
and you hate it...

but i love doing it.