i think..
this is it..
this is all..
i shouldn't wait 4 something more..
cause there's nothing more.
don't hope anything..
but well..
i'll be fine..
that's sure.

and if you feel like..
anyone can hug you
or make you feel right..
so do it by yourself..
Feliz cumpleaños :)

yeah!
my first xmas literaly alone..
burn inside and out..
fisically and emotionally..
burned to the bones..
almost dead..
almost suicide
almost vanished..
i just want this year to end
the most fast way it has..
i just wanna drown al my pain with smoke
i just need heal my skin
maybe with new skin..
i'll be a new me, not another.. just
the same one, but better..
with some changes...
cause all i want is sleep..
all i want is drown in my own disaster
and die..
die of thrist..
die of thirst..
that's all. 

another playing band day..
and another day that i saw you
and broken up..
i really though u'll kiss me
don't know why..
and i realize actually nothing..
cause there's nothing to realize.
i'm here, you're there..
and that's all i have to say..
inside my head i'm asking why are you really here..
december..
damn december..
why can't i just forget u.
ajhajhajs even when had passed like almost 2 years.
i can't erase you..
"i never tell you but you're my little scar..
and goodbyes are hard, and they're hard ..."
told me don't smoke that much..
but.. i can't stop it..
till i find the way to control myself..
without nicotine..
hope the tomorrow will change something.

LIES! :)

ha ha ha
you think i'm blind,
don't you know that  i see right through you :)
i see right through your lies
i can watch them born
and die infront my eyes..
i can almost stay here
and watch how you
start to spell lies..

all you say is nonsense..
all your words have double sense
everything you talk
are a thousand lies in my eyes

and i can see right
i can see right throught you.