yeah!
my first xmas literaly alone..
burn inside and out..
fisically and emotionally..
burned to the bones..
almost dead..
almost suicide
almost vanished..
i just want this year to end
the most fast way it has..
i just wanna drown al my pain with smoke
i just need heal my skin
maybe with new skin..
i'll be a new me, not another.. just
the same one, but better..
with some changes...
cause all i want is sleep..
all i want is drown in my own disaster
and die..
die of thrist..
die of thirst..
that's all.