"It's been so long since I've been by myself
And I need this more than you will ever know
People like you and me never felt the breeze
People like you and me will never know the easy way

I scream into the wind and laugh
As the words slap me in the face
I would gladly trade a lifetime of convenience
For and honest day or two

It's just not the same when you're staring
Into a perfect golden sunset
And thinking about how you sold your soul
To send the rain away

It's been so long since I've stood on my two feet
I'd really rather lay here and pretend
But people like you and me never get that peace
It comes from denying that everything is so screwed up
It's so screwed up

I stand on a building and throw up my arms to the sky
I swallow my pride and admit
That it's not always best to understand the reason why

It's just not the same when you wake up in the morning
With a smile on your face
When you know you lied yourself to sleep to make it better
To make it better"

mineral... slower...

and if my memory starts to fail,
it's not me erasing something,
it's just my mind who's got tired reminding the nothing.

and i finally gonna make it
i gonna make my get away
travel away for a while
and re-start my own way back home..
i'm not traveling alone
but
inside my mind..
i am.
i want a cigarrete..
but don't left anyone.
breathe away
and travel
in the middle of a rainy night :3
hopelandic (?)

nobody can see through your eyes
and now that's a curse
your curse..
and it will follow you
'till you die.

sdly days

"Sadly days
you never saw me
and that dreamed place
i never could find it..

I am here trying to handle it

You can take all my sorrow away
but it soon
will be here again
Haunting me and
Killing me

Always seems like i'm hidind
but the true is i'm just walking
And finally i realize
how cruel can be this world with me

This sadly days and you never saw me.."


Well.. made by me.. it doesn't sound too good.. but well here's it.