fading.

i'm trying my best
giving all i can
x_x holding whatever it takes..
but i keep walking with this dead soul
with a death into me..
there's no regrets..
is like if i just wanna fade away..
but i can't..
i fucking can't x_x
i mean be in other world
where i won't need the shade of this soul
this empty soul
where i don't need hide
where i don't need dry my cry
where i don't need hide my pain...
where i can bleed again in loneliness

i just wanna fade away..