yey, teardrop again.

i'm sorry for everything..
i'm really sorry, but i don't want
i don't want to change..
i don't know how..
and i don't want happiness
if after five minutes i'll be bleeding again.

effy's song - silenze

"People think that i'm just a rock
But they can't understand my thoughts
So why I need to talk to them
If they cannot see?

I'm sick of cigarrettes
Sick of all these pills
But if i don't take it I can't feel myself real

I just can't ask for pardon
'Cause I destroy the things that I touch
Life is a mess for me
That's the reason I can't love"