hahaha...
new year, not?
new year.. but i still the "same"..
i have to put you out of my head again..
i have to recover my balance again..
but now i also have to stop smoking..
and well..
find my way of survive..
guess that i have to find it on my own..
alone..
i'm just here..
wondering.. if this year
will be better than the others..
if this year.. i'll finally find the road..
cause i don't have too many strenght now..
i would be glad if i had some kind of sign..
but well.. it's useless wait for that..