time time time!

weird how fast runs the time..
more weird is me here wondering..
about what is gonna happen tomorrow..
today i feel.. well.
but well, it's just this stay mood.
soon something new will arrive..
and i'm afraid and nervous..
anxiety surrouns..
from a new wave of experiencies..
that i know will surround me..
breathing, smoking..
getting old..
getting more alone..
life's passing infront my eyes..
and all i can do, is just sit and watch..