.

i don't need this..
i don't need anything to go on..
that's what i have to realize today?
tomorrow, and the last day?..
and all this just make me realize
how down i've fallen.
and all i can do is stand up..
once again..
forced to smile..
obligate me..
till the end
cause i don't know what i gonna do..
tomorrow..
with all this empty vices..
and what i fear the most..
is that if i throw all my vices down..
nothing gonna change inside of me..
it won't make any difference..
pretend that everything's okay
pretend till you believe that..
even if you can..
also you can't lie a little
maybe that will worth.. maybe.. it won't.
just hold on..
till the day ends.