good or not.

some things are harder alone,
since you've dead.
life it's not, never the same
and i always use to remind you.
you are part of me
and i cannot erase that.
there's a lot of things
that i believe, would be easier
with you on our side.
i just gonna wait to see what shows.
cause this emptiness
this hopeless that fill me
makes me numb
and nothing seems ease the way
that i'm falling away.
on this emptiness.
i've doubts about what i choose to study.
i don't know if i really see me in the future on that,
i'm not sure now..
and i just wanna run and hide
and sleep, forget, erase all
to see if i can still my way.