._. done

and believe me
you don't want to know me
really as i am
i'm the worst you can love
so is better if you're gone
now or never
i will live this life as emptyness

and this is not real
this unfair
this loneliness
and i won't be happy but i know
that nobody really is
or maybe they are withouth me
more happy than when i'm here
now i can't take
any rest life any rest of pain
cause nothing deserves me
nothing will makes me
believe
that i will be in bliss.
i don't care what they could think of me
finally i've done my way of disaster
the only wall infront of my destruction
if my loved ones
that would really cry if die
but the rest won't remember the tears i cry
so now, what i've found?
nothing at all.