once again

always the same things.
the same questions, without answers..
i wonder if some day
all this pain would be destroyed.
if for a moment, i may be quiet.
even when i'm trying to hide all my pain.
nothing deserves this attemp.
but i keep trying
unknowing the reason.
maybe i'm doing the things wrong.
what's you response for this now?
are you sure of that?
it won't make me believe..
i don't know what..
still supporting
or let fall.
let down.
in this moment..
i wan't to forget everything
just to that way
maybe i would breathe again.
i need to find my way back to this world
in one way or another :/