nothing left

never care how much i try..
everything break up
everything gone
everything dissapears
and that eventually
is leaving me without reasons
without something for justify
this life..
this road
i don't know what is
but i'm feeling
sick, i mean
mental sick
everything get me bored
nothing makes me totally happy..
nothing fills this emptyness..
i don't know nothing about tomorrow
i try to find the reasons
i try so hard
to find my way back to this life...
but there's no reason ..
nothing for me right now
nothing to keep walking..
i'm just holding on nothing..
it's clear in my head that i'm screaming for something...
knowing nothing is better than knowing at all...