watching the box
i found some kind of answer..
but without purpose :l
cause some answers don't make any difference
in this reality.
I saw for the first time the reason, or what i guess is
why i haven't forget you.
why i couldn't forget..
And it is cause' when i see you
it's like you're hurt too..
you're in pain too..
and for some thing i don't know
it makes me think, that you can undestand me..
that you can save me..
but.. maybe you can't :l ...
i want my nicotine today...
although i know i don't really need it..
i want it :l
i need dissipate my thoughs with smoke.