oh coffe and cigarettes.. hello, i need you ♫

i've left all my bad habits away...
not more cutting or hurting to myself
but it's true..
i'm still blue..
and maybe i know what to do..
must i quit?
i don't know anymore..
and this is ending
ending like every falling rain..
and i'm still blue
like if blueness will never run away
and don't know i wondering why.. why i still here..
why i have to cry
somedays just a simple couple os song make me cry
and another ones, anything can touch my soul
and i'm just not fine
not good at all..
but i'm still wandering..
i need the needing habit
to live..
i need to be needed
to still here..
don't wondering why
just walking by.