sfvlsjlsfk 16/01/10

tired of being happy
tired of being sad
slowly i'm getting mad
slowly i fall more down.
and i don't mind to hurt myself.
life is such a weird game.
don't matter how hard you try,
you fall always in the same dark ground.


Blood
& Scisors are.
my hand are clean.
but my mind's insane.
falling from the top of the good
to the last down place.

I want to be alone
i need to come and go
just leave me alone
life is such a stupid thing.

don't know about nothing
it's the same shit than knowing at all ;D
i don't want pain
but emptiness wait me.
my heart is empty
every lovely word
every empty form
makes me feel more mad.

i wanna stay alone
away of all the shit
away all the love
cause sadness is
almost nothing
when the emptiness arrives.

in moments of madness
angry and hatred posses me
nothing could fix me
nothing will cure
this moments of emptiness..

maybe i like to be sad
maybe is a better solution
to die fast.